( and sometimes, i wish I would have NEVER left for that long period of time because I lost one of the people I roleplayed with and it just really fucking sucks and it barely just hit me now that it kinda saddens me. Because just yesterday, i deleted the thread we had going, while i was doing it, i wasn’t thinking about how sad it was.. but now… gosh, it’s like a damn punch to the chest. Well, shit happens and you just have to live with it. )